If I love you, I will write you a poem or sing a pretty song for you. If I treasure you, I will never mean to give my praise to you, because I am proud of you.
I am a kind of girl, soft, gentle and of course very sensitive. I have this kind of belief never hurting others. I use all my strength to treasure my words to care about others' attitude. I know if I get hurt, I will not easily get recovered. So I am so careful every moment, because I know I am not a good communicator here. I cannot stand bravely in front of others; I cannot laugh by nature like the wind blowing in the dusk. I cannot easily find a topic to make my circumstance safe and warm. I cannot become the best, or become the winner let the whole world love me.
So I treasure you so much. You are my friend, my confidant, my sister, and even my family. I tried to open my mind and let you long live in my heart field. I wanted to share the happiness and glory with you every moment. But unfortunately, we have the opposite personalities. Every time the word and the behavior made by you hurt me strongly, I could feel my tears nearly rush out of my eyes. I know perhaps it is not your fault, because you never mean to heart. In turn, you can say I am a very vulnerable girl. This world will never accept a girl without a hard heart like stone. I really don't want to hurt others, because I want a gentle treatment by the world. You never mind hurt others, because you are not afraid of wounds.
So who did wrong? NO ONE! But I really feel crazy. I do not know what to do. I am not a kind of girl to have enough encouragement to burn out to spread my anger. The only way is to look for a corner, hide and disappear. I keep persuading myself to defeat my week personality and become so strong, so strong that minds nothing. But I cannot. I am still the little girl, who is always angry with myself, cannot bear and always cries. I really want to have a strong conflict with the whole world, to shout and to cry. After that, everything is peaceful. I can speak out leave wherever you like!